This section is entirely dedicated to some of my best friends/favorite people. Please dont be sad if you arent here ! I sometimes forget to add people,,

• June, a big rhythm nerd and cool gal who has shown me many songs that are still in my playlist to this day(Have you heard of the critically acclaimed MMORPG Fin-).
• Static, The one that helped me a bit the first time i made this website, very cool bird person.
• Yang/Milky, Weird gal i play roblox with sometimes, Its always fun even though i barely have the time for it nowadays.
• Maxy, One of the few friends i have kept since graduating, A smart(sometimes a smartass) Shy fellow.
• Luna, A very lovely gal who has stuck with me through thick and thin, She was there for me when i needed the support heavily, She is one of my besties!!
• Lee/theo, Lovely boy who is agressively in love with baldurs gate characters. He has stuck by me and helped me Through the hardest time of my life, Even if he didnt know yet how a breakup felt.. He did his absolute best to cheer me up, Brought me to jay's birthday where i bloomed. He is One of my bestfriends!
• Ray, He is so unbelievably cool. We met randomly and suddently i have this interesting person in my life, Its a shame how unfair the world decided to be to him sometimes.
• Namnam/Arya, Such a cool person, Hes always so fun to hangout with! He is pretty down to earth!
• Jay, Such a sweet person, His birthday was truly one of the best experiences i ever had, Indirectly due to him i have met so many people and i have found myself anew. He himself is such a cool guy!!
• Levi(Nams version), So interesting! He is such a cool guy, He always seems weirdly serious, People have ensured that he really isnt but it just seems like it! I like it honestly, He's pretty cool!
• Elana, Truly a sweetheart, Another person i know through nams, Always seems so cheery! Pretty cool to hangout with!
• Zero, Another one of nams crew, They seem pretty cool from the few times i actually talked to them! Has such banger outfits!!
• Titus, An really down to earth person, Like with all of the Nams crew, Very cool to hangout with. Sometime im gonna have to take my 3ds with me and demolish them in a game!!
• Neo & Evan, They are sweethearts, They have introduced me to so many people and taken me to places where i met many many more, I am so grateful for meeting them, Even while it was such a fateful encounter
• Levi(Neo/Evs edition), Such a sweet person, We once played like a guess the song with eachothers playlist!! It was so fun.
• Samara, Really a shining star, She is so sweet! Has some wacky humor but i love it, Even if we aren't exactly meeting often due to distance, But she's great to hangout with !!y
• Hailey, Someone i met through Samara, We havent really talked more than once but it was such a sweet time!! She let me crash at her place while i was kilometres away from mine
• Maxon, Oh sweet maxon, I could spend hours talking about him. He is such an stunning personality, Even if we dont meet often it is always such a perfect time with him.
• Elli, MY SON!!! God he is one of the most fun people i know, Its always an adventure with him. Whenever im with him i seem to go onto sidequests more than usual, Such a weird person, Its so fun.
• Leon, The absolute sweetheart leon, We knew eachother since febuary yet we only talked months after, I learned then just how fun he is to be around, Especially along with Elli and Devin!!
• Devin, My favorite chemist, There is really no better word to describe them other than "Atze" Now i have them, Elli, Leon, Joey and emi on life360, Always watching out for eachother!
• Joey, My cosplay son, Zarter Zarbex. He is such a sweet person! Some of my favorite memories are the two times i was at his place, He is such a sweet host.
• Emi, My child soldier. She is such an energetic yet mentally destroyed girl! Its always an experience hanging out with her due to her.. Clumsyness.
• Rumo & Freya, Such an adorable couple!! They met ray, Millie & Me while we were high out of our minds and trying to find our way out of a park, Then they took us to a bar and that day is engrained into my memory.
• Millie, God what can i say about her, She is,, Weird, But its plenty of fun with her. Do not dare her to do something, She WILL Do it.
• Jannis, God he is such a pure person, At first i was a bit intimidated by him, But once we hung out he turned out to be such a sweetheart!!
• Finn, MY POOKIE!! MY SHAYLA!!! Absolute blast hanging out with them, They followed me on insta randomly and then we turned out to be amazing friends!!
• Walker, Such an unite, He is amazing to hangout with!! He is such a chill guy.
• Fate, one of the best people i have ever met, i have deep respect for them.
• Dusty Logan, Fighting game nerd with funny voiceacting.
• Agatha, big touhou nerd who i am playing rainworld with, Note, Does not know how to crouch.
• nediak, someone i knew from an old friend group, i love playing with them the few times that we do.
• Madeline, A very unique woman, serious yet dorky and she has helped me greatly.
• Maris, Maris gwen bonibelle, maris gwen bonibelle, ma- Woman lover, Lover of her own name, she did choose it afterall
• crimsonfox, Silly boy whos fun to play with!
• julppuu and frolt, two friends which i used to hang out with alot, while we dont talk much anymore they still are lovely.
• Ocean, A very respectable person, with strong morals, very fun to talk to.
• Crow, my favourite avian friend :D
• Kardia, wacky wacky knight gal.
• Lara, an old friend of mine, Our tradition is going to the DoKomi every year.
• Yuna, An booksmart yet emotionally intellegent girl
• Dany, A loveable yet very insecure buddy of mine who introduced me to some other cool people, Even if its over now i am still grateful for that.
• Flo, A very wacky person who loves to cause chaos, Its always fun doing stupid shit with them, even if they are a bit edgy.
• My eldest sister/Her boyfriend, Two pillars of my life, Always making me feel welcome whenever i am over at their place and overall supportive people
• My brother, tough exterior but a soft center, even if he is an idiot sometimes. Note, only sometimes knows how to clean his room, But currently im not alot better at that
• Jaz, The counterpart of my older brother, very literaly. His (alot more organized and clean) partner.
• Henrik, Friend of my brother, Pretty fun guy!

  Ame/Jules's journal

  06.08.2025

  My first real entry, I have updated the website again! I added the journal and some of my favorite people!! It has almost a year since everything happened, I am still scarred and sometimes those scars open back up, But im changing & Adapting. Episodes come and go and im nowhere stable but i am so grateful for my friends & Family, Always watching out for me. Recently i have been getting worse again, Encounters that havent exactly helped me & An episode where i saw things that scarred me again. I Have been proven recently that my intuition was correct once again, But again, That wasnt something i wanted confirmed. Im dealing with it all, What can i say except that i am scared for the future. I am hopeful though, All the people I've met, All the new experiences.. I Have changed so much, I am no longer the person i was at the beginning of the year, I have been coping, But also falling back into bad habits. i also developed some new ones !! Yaaaaaaaaay.

  Febuary 2025

  Last time i updated this website was in march of 2024, It is now febuary of 2025 and alot has happened! I started working, I thought i found true love, It ended and i met tons of cool people!! Alot has happened really fast but i will endure somehow.